This 'unknown child' has been an interesting part of our morning routines for some time now. The other kids ask "How's Sam?" when they wake up, almost as soon as they've cuddled and said good morning. It's just part of growing up with the unknown.
But for the last few days - the last few glorious, wonderful days - things have changed. Sam has slept for more than 5 hours in a stretch. He wakes up calmer - still needing the iPad immediately, but not hurting anyone. He recognizes me. He recognizes his siblings and doesn't try to hurt them as they get out of bed. I've smiled and whispered "He's having a good brain day" to each of my little kids, these past few days. Their bodies change. Their demeanors change. Watching their bodies physically relax, and knowing that their minds are doing the same thing, is making all the searching for help worthwhile.
We haven't reached the end of this journey by any stretch of the imagination, but having a few 'good brain days' can't be a coincidence, and we're treasuring the time that we have with "the Sam we know is in there."
Sam and mom on a good day. He snuggled up next to me and said, "I love you," while giving me a hug!
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